My husband and I are both Christians but continue to argue really bad constantly now for the past 3 or so months. We did find out through many spiritual confirmations that someone is wanting to see me very ill and divorced. Us knowing this but we stil have fallen into a deep pit. We can now go on for days without talking to eachother. That really scares me and makes my stomach hurt. We have disrespected eachother in soo many ways to begin to mention. I pray very little and tried fasting it worked for that week of my fast.
I suffer from a chronic illness too. I am soo lonely, frustrated, depressed, scared, withdrawn and isolated. I feel hopeless and resentful of us allowing this to happen. I don't have anyone to turn to. Im physically challenged each day and running out of strength to physically push my hurting body through. All he does is blame me when in my eyes it's us, not just me. But he doesn't want to here it. Im a stay at home mom with a 2yr old and he is my little light hat keeps on shining.
My husband to have a hunger for christ and reading the word as well as myself. That we will realize the severity of this and stop blaming the other and work on our own actions. That nothing can come against us and our 4 kids. That I may be healed from what ails me. That we will have a spiritual breakthrough and be a strong close knit Godly family!